To my inner dirty girl……

September 24, 2009 on 11:18 pm | In Christina's Journal |

 
 
 
        I had a conversation today about how I am just not being my dirty naughty little self in my new video’s and Pictures these days. 
  I thought WTF…it’s true…I have gotten away from letting go… I have jumped back in the box and done what everyone else wants me to do. 
  
  Well, I am done. I want to do what “I want to do” from now on. What does that mean??
 
  I want bondage…lots of nude bondage…tight…dildos, fondling, spanking, fingering….lots and lots of other dirty girls…to play with ;0…. I want tough doms to tell me what to do. Suspensions, erotic positions, Orgasms out the ass…..and everything done beautifully… lighting…. video. Let me tell you…as a model…now becoming a producer…you can’t just give anyone that video camera and say..”film this”…lol…I have done this..and you will see the results..lol..it’s quite funny if I do say so myself.
  OKAY, it has been a learning experience these past few weeks…
    stick with me… It’s all falling together..slowly, but surely.
 
  I am reading “Beauty’s punishment” right now…do you know of it?  I want the kind of lust that’s in that book. It’s an Anne Rice Book…it’s …well.. “An erotic novel of discipline, love, and surrender for the enjoyment of men and women”…lol that ’s what it says on the back of the book…and is it ever. I am in love with these books ;)!!
 
 
  I want a combination of Jay Edward, dominic Wolfe, Jim Weathers…a smidge of JBroper..a dash of my great glam photographers..and a huge portion of ME….now if I can find one great photographer/rigger that can make that dream come true.. I will hire and keep him forever. Does he/she exist? I don’t know…but I will search till I find one.
 
OK… Back to returning emails…and just a heads up…if I don’t return one right away…that’s because I am drowning in them…lol…. Patience….is something I try to find these days :).

 All in all…here I go…I am getting back to my inner dirty girl….
 
  I love you!!
   Love,
   Christina

  ps….not to worry, I am sure to throw in other little fetishes I adore..like tickling, foot, messy, wrestling…stuff like that :)