Devotion…………..

September 27, 2009 on 11:58 pm | In Christina's Journal |

  Devotion…..
 
  
   If you have been following my tweets or maybe checking out my myspace, you know that I have been feeling a bit under the weather. Truthfully… I feel like crap.
 The DC shoot was canceled saturday due to Kobe Lee being sick (thank god…because I was just going to rally for her..lol)…so I spent that day in bed….. watching Law & Order Criminal Intent :)
 Today…even though I felt and still feel yucky… I got my silly ass out of bed..put on my makeup…and stripped naked….outside….FOR YOU!!!
  Now that’s  DEVOTION (as I just sneezed..lol)….you won’t be able to tell I am sick (I hope).
 Also found today that there are so many other things you can do with a cross…then wear it around your neck…… I did a halloween set.:)…I am guessing most will love it, and the rest…will tell me they will see me in hell..lol.
In all seriousness… It was very arousing to be naked in the wilderness, my body totally exposed…mmm…the only thing missing was someone to have there way with me…hhhmmm..haven’t done that since…high school….lol    
 Why is that? Is it because after you get your own place…you just don’t have to? Maybe a comfort thing? Is the bed just more comfortable? I still like to be bent over the arm of the couch…..or my pussy eaten right off the table…mmmmm…..feast on me;)…is that so wrong? Not all the time of course…but every once and a while a women needs that.
 
  Speaking of high school…
  Last night as I was doing what I said I wasn’t going to…returning emails…and my phone rang. It was a boyfriend from high school, the one who took my virginity. I answered  the phone to here….”Chris”(I hate when people call me that)…”Yes” I said.
The bitch is moving out, he says..
  “Um…. by the bitch…are you referring to a girlfriend” I asked..
 which to he replied…”yes, and I need a favor from you.”
  
        ARE YOU  READY FOR WHAT THE FAVOR IS??
 
 So I bit…”what is it?”
  he says…” I need you to come to w****rt with me, where she works…and we are going to buy condoms and go through her lane and pay for them”
  “NO WAY” I said…  and he says to me..”well we aren’t going to have SEX…just buy them.”  LOL
               I was shocked.
       I thought…REALLY?? How freaking old are we??? People are still doing things like this??? Come on…lol
 
      So I tried to explain to him that what really pisses a woman off is if you do nothing at all. But no, he said she was doing that to him…and that’s why he was so made.
 See it works…lol…even the other way around.
 
I told him there is no way I would ever do this for him, and that I would rethink this if I were him…see…this is how guys get stabbed, or run over..maybe even there dicks cut off…and then they say.. “I don’t know why that bitch is so fucking crazy!!”
 
 Let me tell you from experience…..
      Most women that are crazy like that…..are that way because of a man.
 
    Yes… I have seen it the other way too…so don’t go all crazy on me over that statement :)…
   Back to trying to catch up on emails :)…..
   Can’t wait to start live chats…should eliminate a lot of these emails…wouldn’t you like to just say it to me???
 
Love you!!!
   Christina